KoRT (Knights of the
Round Table)
Faith, Charity, Justice, Sagacity, Prudence, Temperance, Resolution, Truth, Liberality, Diligence, Hope, Valor.
A Royal Pair, the Untold Story
AG1
"Yes, we must ever be friends; and of all who offer you friendship let me be ever the first, the truest, the nearest and dearest!" Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
Arthur, Guinevere, and the wounded Lancelot, Dagonet, and Tristan.
Camelot
late Augustus - early September 465AD
Was it her place to help care for the knights in this time of suffering? Not really but Guinevere would anyway. Though in truth she was in a manner of speaking keeping an eye on everything transpiring between Arthur and her father, for while Merlin thought better of him, she somehow doubted he could trust him to the degree needed to put the old man at true ease. After the chaos however, there was finally something of a… moment to breathe as it were.
Perhaps it was a female ideal but the one thing she wanted more than anything was to soak in a tub for... well if she could, days. After the battle, she had gone with her father for a while to tend to the wounds of her people, as was her first priority. Though she found it odd, the need she felt to see those knights who were left bed-ridden. Especially her desire to see Lancelot, though her father warned her to not look upon him with such kind eyes, she feared it was something she could not compel herself not to do.
She felt as though she were covered in blood, even well after the battle, she was still caked in the blood of others, and the paint she placed on her flesh. Long tresses of dark almost ebony hues looked darker than usual due to the smoke’s ash that had seemed to stain her hair. Taking a lock between her middle and forefinger of her right hand she smirked, thinking of the reaction the knights would have when she removed the dye from her hair.
Indeed our little Guinevere had a secret. To make herself a little less notable she coated the silken threads with such a dark hue, though in reality they were quite a few shades lighter. She idly wondered if either Arthur or Lancelot would recognize her after her cleansing of those herbs that made her hair so dark. Her father even had her use drops in her eyes to darken them a shade, the natural color of sky blue and her unique hair color was something she had been praised for as a child, and those who knew of her as his daughter... Well the old man was paranoid and wished people to not realize who she was if she were to be more fighter than feminine.
To counter the herbs which stained her hair she would wash them with a mixture that smelled of honey and oddly enough grain. Her father was quite the genius when it came to these sorts of things so she didn’t really question him. Though she more than likely if he ever offered to help her in matters of men she would shun him, thinking he would probably be thinking of poisoning a potential mate shortly after the ceremony. She had to chuckle at the thought... she knew he wanted her to find someone suitable, and even knew he might have preferred Arthur, though she sometimes wondered if Author even was interested in her. He wasn’t the type of man to actually show his desires when it came to women, or so she assumed, given the bare minimum of time they seemed to even spend together. Yet this was a point where he had little time for such things. Perhaps now that the battle was over he would be a little more open with any feelings he had.
Ironically, if Lancelot had not been harmed she was almost sure he would have been more attentive to her now. She assumed the two knew the other fancied her and so they were perhaps both contemplating if they wished to pursue her.
Whatever the case may have been, she was eager to see them both. The idea of either man being harmed had bothered her to a degree, and she had wished to avoid that result with all her heart. It took some time to clean herself of the battle’s taint and of the self-inflicted coloring to her hair, but soon she was fresh and clean. Looking down into the water of the lake near her father’s camp, she wondered if perhaps Arthur would think her possessed. Her eyes were a bit bright without the drops for a full day... She still relatively looked the same however, her features soft and feminine, with the ability to be quite scary if she was coming at someone with a weapon... but at the moment that was not near the case.
Those bright eyes looked back to her, gleaming in her reflection. Those long locks framing her face seemed foreign as well, and made her look quite different, a contrast to the normal, and when let down long seemed to bring out a softer look to Guin.
A pair of breeches and a loose fitting top was her normal attire though she added a cloak given the shock that her hair would pose. The dark hood covered up the drastic change, in order to not scare Arthur out of his skin, though a wry smirk had to come to her lips in thought of that stone hardened face of his showing a glimmer of shock.
She packed some saddle bags with herbs and medicines she thought the camp would no doubt be running low on and mounted the dapple gray mare with an ease that came with the practice she gained from years of doing so without assistance. While some of her injured were nearer to where Arthur was given their inability to be moved, she used that as an excuse to visit, considering her father wouldn’t keep the majority of the forces in the same place... they were allies but not complete friends as of yet.
Given that her face hadn’t changed most knew her and nothing different was seen about her as she rode into camp. She even forgot at one point that she looked any differently as her concern turned to the injured. Her cloak just got in the way so it ended up that the red locks and her bright eyes were no more hidden by the hood than if she had not worn it at all... since well she took it off within a few minutes of getting to the camp. Some just assumed she was a relative... others knew of her natural look, those who were her people that was...
Having a doppelganger that looked like her could have solved a lot of issues... Guinevere could be Arthur’s, the twin to Lance, or vise-versa... sadly though, even if one saw her and believed this to be a solution for but a moment, as soon as what would have to be, Arthur given the condition of Lance, heard her voice there was no mistaking it was Guinevere.
“He is giving you a fit? He is half dead, do you want me to believe you can’t overpower him?” She was of course referring to Lancelot, already giving trouble to his caregivers. She was giving one a look that could possibly bore a hole right into their skull. The poor man trying to explain but she would have nothing of it. “…’e is a big boy, ‘e can ‘andle it if you ‘old ‘im down and force ‘im to get well. Tie ‘im don if ye must.” The thought of Guinevere tying someone down in a normal situation might have been... rather interesting, though right now she seemed rather put out. Her jaw clenched and she pouted in her own manner, turning to tend to Lancelot herself.
She found him in a feverish fit, and instructed the poor man taking care of him to allow her to help. He more than happily obliged her and she took his place beside Lancelot. Her demeanor changed rather quickly, her voice soothing and almost cooing as she spoke to the wounded knight. “Lancelot... its Guinevere... can ye ‘ear me?”
If he opened his eyes he might see a very different Guinevere before him... but it was very much her... just with lighter hair... eyes slightly brighter... even if she might have smacked the first man to say it, she looked more gentle... more womanly... and a little less hardened than before. She placed one hand on his shoulder and the other held a cool rag that she held to his forehead. “Everything is alright now... I promise everything is fine… Sleep Lancelot... rest so ye can get well... ye must get well.”
Dagonet’s wounds were healing well, despite the multiple hits, him being in reasonably good shape. He had been wounded weeks before the battle, and he jokingly accounts for his quick recovery, despite the ferocity of his wounds, to the gods of Sarmatia, and how they did not want him to be with them in paradise… so they gave him extraordinary powers to stay upon the Earth… And each time Dag tells that story, Bors begins rebuking it by saying the gods were punishing him by keeping Dag upon the Earth with him… And those listening cannot help but laugh with each version of the story.
But after the battle, the young scout, Tristan, was in much worse shape. All feared for his life, and Arthur had ordered any, and all, physicians to focus every effort to Tristan. His sword arm would be lucky to even be able to keep the arm, much less use it… and the right leg, where the injury to the thigh had damaged the nerves and left his leg immobilized. Luckily the Saxon had not struck a higher and deeper body part.
Now as his wounds continue to heal, Tristan walks with a limp, and his arm in a sling most of the time… And he remains sullen, and retains feelings of uselessness… But to combat the uselessness, Arthur had ordered Tristan to begin instructing new recruits in tracking, scouting, and use of the bow… Not only to replenish his depleted forces, but to keep the Sarmatian scout occupied.
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The bolt to Lancelot’s shoulder caused some damage… but it was removed quickly and expedient field dressings were applied on that fateful day… and for weeks after the battle, he walked around doing everything one-handedly… To everyone’s surprise, he was helping where he could, staying busy, seemingly unharmed from battle… but somewhere along the healing timeline, the wound got infected… and while Tristan, the worse of the three wounded was recovering considerably well, while his comrade got worse.
Now Lancelot lay in a straw bed, the fever keeping him unfocused and confused. Sight and sounds were magnified and distorted, contorting faces and simple sounds into eerie fermentations of one’s fears… The fever would ebb and tide with efforts of the physicians… when it would finally break, the man would return to normal but tired from the emotional stress and illness… only to have it return with a vengeance. How long could he endure the fevered delirium without permanent damage?
“Lancelot... its Guinevere... can ye ‘ear me? …. Everything is alright now... I promise everything is fine… Sleep Lancelot... rest so ye can get well... ye must get well.”
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The caregivers would not have to tie him down, as from the depths of his fevered mind came a voice… like a light in the darkness drawing him toward it… Had his gods finally granted him peace?
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He wouldn't be quite granted peace as of yet. No, she couldn't let him slip away totally. Goodness be, if the Gods took him she would have to make them beg forgiveness and spit his soul back out into his body again before anyone besides her could notice! She definitely wasn't about to allow him to dare think PEACE was in his reach just yet. He could have all eternity in the heavens when he got there… he could SO withstand a few dozen years longer on the mortal coil that was Earth!
Guinevere would take over the care of the knights if she could, to an extend she did. Making sure that they were getting the extent of care which she believed to be the best possible at that current point in time. She would be running between Lancelot’s bedside and soon to Arthur’s side to see if she could be of any help. Though she honestly wondered what he would think of her given her current state. She looked... rather pretty, despite her stress. How she could pause and wonder what he would think of her was anyone's guess including her own. She knew it wasn't a good time to be thinking of such things... but... Perhaps with the battle over and the knights at least in one piece Arthur would show her more of who he truly was. He seemed always preoccupied in thought before... Perhaps now was a good time to get to know him a bit.
Since well his knights were incapacitated... they were always needing him for something. At the moment she was his main go-between when it came to her father... so they would have plenty of time to speak... Why was it that this idea made a slight blush come to her cheeks?
A voice, so soft and genteel, was heard in the background of his nightmares… Was it an angel coming to take him home? Nay, twas Guinevere… Was it her hand upon his arm? Surely the gods would grant him serenity… if not in the afterlife, then here upon the Earth… And as his mind realized it was she and not the gods, something semblance to a smile crossed his face…
The eyelids stuttered open, and there, for a moment, was a figure, blurry, and shadowy from the fevered mind… But as the fever miraculously cooled, his visions became clearer… The shape did not appear to be the Guinevere he knew, no longer were her hair matted, her eyes dark; and the semblance of the smile formulated into a grin…
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The shadow behind grew as he walked up behind her. Arthur had just completed his rounds of the fort, and was now wandering thru the tents and buildings housing the wounded and invalids… saving his time for visiting Lancelot for last.
Standing next to the woman, he looked down at his best friend and smiled seeing him finally awake and at least a bit coherent. “Greetings Lancelot… I am glad to see you better… I have prayed to God every day for your health.” Then his hand went to the woman’s shoulder… “Thanks be to you M’Lady for caring for the brave knights…” and lightly squeezed her shoulder…
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Lancelot lay upon the bed, the sweat from the fever beaded upon his head. Twas always a good sign for sweat, as the fever had once more broken. The man was not use to being lain in bed for days, twas not his nature, nor habit, and as best friend came to visit he smiled as he looked up when the Commander spoke…
“Talk to your God, say your prayers for what they are worth to comfort you, M’Lord…. But I place my faith in M’lady…” and his dark eyes veered from his Commander to the woman who had her back to Arthur.
Lancelot could not help to smile at the pair, for Lancelot noticed the slight change is her looks and posture, but apparently Arthur had not. Lancelot would notice her anywhere…
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No longer did she match Lancelot in dark hair color and mood… no longer was she the painted Pict warrior, dark and embattled… The caterpillar had turned into a beautiful butterfly… Across the room, a healer bumped into a table and spilled the contents because he was too busy looking at the new butterfly… none in the fort had seen the true Guinevere…
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Lancelot looked between the two… quirked his lip a bit in a twinge of… well, maybe jealousy… and looked at her, then his Commander. He had spent much time with Guinevere since their fortuitous meeting months ago and they had developed an odd relationship… It was he who found her in the Roman dungeon, not Arthur… the Commander had paid the Pict woman little attention back then…
Arthur cleared his throat… “Ummm, Guinevere… I… ahh…” he canted his head and smiled… “I did not realize the… ummm… changes…”
Lancelot laughed… “What my fearless Commander is trying to say, is that you look stunning… and the pleasant appearance besettles you…” then he smirked and glanced briefly to Arthur who shot him a look of a thousand curses…
“Yes M’Lady… yu do look different, if a good way…” and he gave her that charming smile.
“Since I was nae 'urt I could not see why I shouldn't be 'elpin those who ‘elped us…"
“Yes and yu are helping very much… and we are in deep gratitude…” But what he did not tell her if how he felt… oddly enough, he was attracted to her.
She looked to Lancelot first, seeing he wasn't as out of sorts as when she first arrived. Her head canting to the side and one hand tucking some of those bright locks behind her ear. "Iffin ye do not hurry and get well, I will be forced to beat you to a bloody pulp once ye are better- just for aggravating me so. Mind you that will be rather counterproductive given I will then 'ave tae take care of you again, but it would be worth it."
She gave him a little bit of a smirk as if to tell him she was teasing... well sort of. She enjoyed Lancelot's company and overall liked him more than the others. Perhaps because he did pay attention to her, or perhaps because it was he who saved her. Turning her attention to Arthur with a light laugh at his rather obvious fumbling due to her identity. "Lancelot wasn't shocked. I may look a bit different... though if you prefer I can always use that infernal dye again and change the color back. If it tis too much a distraction for you."
Yes she was teasing him, it was odd how different things were now. The truth of the matter was she was attracted to both men to an extent. However, it was Lancelot that caught her eye a little more than Arthur. This was no doubt due to the odd sort of relationship they had. Though Lancelot didn't seem to return her interest, or Guinevere just didn't notice perhaps? Quite honestly this little display from the commander was the first obvious thing she could chalk up to being because he was attracted to her.
Icy eyes came to look at Lancelot again, her hand drifting to his forehead. She frowned and would lean down and moving her hair back so she could put her hand to her own forehead and brushing his bangs away from his forehead with the other. Comparing the temperature that way. "Ye are still warm. Luckily ye just as stubborn as yer fever is."
She would give him quite the lovely smile as she remained close to him for a moment, her eyes meeting his and him getting to see how very bright they indeed were. Though it was short lived, a she would soon be standing again, the softness of her hand leaving Lancelot. "Seems tae me yeh will 'ave yer knight back in tip top condition soon enough... if he allows the poor souls trying to take care of him to do their jobs."
Thank the Gods that his fever had broken… at least the nightmares would go away… and to awaken with Guinevere at bedside… The beard upon his face crinkled as he smiled and closed his eyes filing that beautiful face of her to memory. He opened his dark eyes once more and smiled again. “My dearest Guinevere… not only do I have your sword to thank, but your beauty as well… twas worth being ill, to have awaken with such in sight…” Then he winked, angling his head toward Arthur…
He had listened to Lancelot… it was apparent that the Sarmatian knight liked this Pict woman, and even though it was he who found her, it was Arthur who chose not to imprison her as his enemy, but to allow this Pict to remain free, those many months ago… “Nay M’Lady… the dye shant be necessary… but if I may, I shall enjoy the distraction…” Arthur smiled and looked at Lancelot… then back to Guinevere… “Do not let the shirker lay here too long… he is needed back at work…” then he winked at Lancelot and looked at Guinevere… “If he is able, supper will be served at the usual time and place… and you are invited as well M’Lady…”
Lancelot felt his head and lay back down… “I feel not good M’Lord… I shall remain here a bit longer…” then he chuckled and turned on his side away from them.
She was disappointed that Lancelot wasn't going to attend. Though grateful to be invited by Arthur all in the same turn. Her hand would idly go to touch Lancelot's arm in a reassuring manner before she would take a step toward Arthur; her voice holding a soft elegance to it. "I am sure 'e will be fine. Lancelot isn't the type to be felled so easily." Even if the wound was not something easily managed, she held a confidence in her voice which just showed how much she believed in the man lying on the bed. "We should let him rest for now."
She turned to look to Lancelot over her shoulder. "If yeh give the others any problems I will return and trash yer 'ide." It was a threat, promise, and perhaps a little bit of a tease as she would go with Arthur. Walking beside him her mind idly lingered on the thought of which man she would honestly like to walk beside in life. The commander, or the man who seemed so gentle with her from the beginning. Both seemed to enjoy her company more than was common, and yet neither really told her so. If things continued she might just make her own mind up about it and pick one to pursue.
Silently, he retained his thoughts as his own regarding Lancelot’s staying behind and his pretended weakness. “I am sure he isn’t… but with women here in the infirmary, tis best he be put back to work, even if it is light duty…” then Arthur chuckled.
Lancelot rolled over and looked at Guinevere with a smirk. Seeing Arthur’s back was to him, Lancelot gave her a nod, a smile, and blinked his eyes in approval; then laid flat on his back as a healer walked to him to test his forehead. The flirt looked up at the girl and smiled…
Arthur, oblivious to Lancelot’s antics behind his back, would have thought a match was being suggested and approved, had he seen what was relayed between the pair.
And the Commander, with so much upon his mind, now took time for her. And momentarily, he reflected back upon the day they had rescued Guinevere… It was as if he could smell the musk smell of the dungeon and it sent chills upon his spine. To know that had it not been for his urgence to investigate Marius Honorius’ dungeon, Lancelot would have never found her… nor Dag finding Lucan… And now, she represented her Father by being a Pict liaison here at the fort.
He smiled at her as they walked from the infirmary… the reason would be unknown to her… but to him, he would enjoy their time together. Arthur was not shy when it came to the female gender… but this woman… she was different… and he was attracted…
The walk was slow, calculated, and enjoyable. Their walk was accompanied by small talk… nothing of importance… nothing about themselves… Could these two actually say what, and how, they feel? Was Arthur so blind to the ways of personal life, or was being the Roman Commander of the Sarmatian Cavalry all too consumptive?
Lancelot, considered a slave by Roman standard, was actually the free one of the two… He had a duty to Rome… he fought wars and lived the life he had, though restricted by location… He enjoyed his life, despite that he had lost Evaine many years ago… But Arthur… he was in social purgatory... half Roman… half Briton… and he had not even attempted to live his life as a Briton. This duty to Rome, his Command… the legacy of his Fathers before him… this was his enslavement.
He smiled at Guinevere as they entered the dining hall… On the far side of the room, stood Bors, who nudged his fellow knights. The whispers between them unheard by Arthur or Guinevere.
As far as Lancelot was concerned she rolled her eyes as he began his flirtation with the care taker. A little jealousy panged within her mind and she would choose to ignore it. If he wished to flirt with others that-- was none of her concern right? She was perhaps a little knowing of how he was in all honesty, since her arm would slip into Arthur's own, allowing him to guide the way. Also giving them the opportunity to touch, however brief and light the touch might have been. Giving him the softest of smile as she looked to him.
"Mayhap you would like to go ridin’ with me in the future. The land has many attributes I'm sure yeh will find lovely." She said this right before they went into the dining hall. Almost as if she could tease him with the prospect of spending time alone with her. Her eyes would shift to gaze upon the other knights and she offered them one of her gentlest smiles. Indeed for someone who could best most here with her skills in weaponry, she could at least ... look the part of a lady when she so desired it.
In the months since the dungeon, he had seen this woman come and go in the fort, and even since the battle of the Mons, she had tended the wounded, filled water barrels, and emptied human waste cisterns… and yet, she had always offered him a smile when they crossed paths… and this was the first time he had given her even a moment of his time… and guilt seemed to envelope his body and mind… especially when her arm seemed to snake about his… and his automatic manly guidance of their path when his elbow tucked to his side as her hand settled upon his arm.
It was only when they neared the door of the dining hall, that he looked closely at her… to see the redness of her hair and the true blue of her eyes… His free hand reaching out to pull open the door… and all the worries of command seem to filter away… and he offered her a proper smile, not one of protocol, but of emotion…
“Riding with you…? That would be grand M’Lady…” as he held open the door for her… and added a slight bow and sweep of the hand… “After you…” He had seen the land… and what he had seen was beautiful… except danger lurked at every valley, open area, and dale… As they walked into the dining hall, all eyes were upon them… but their attention was upon one another… for now.
Lancelot was a flirt, and while some women might acknowledge his efforts for attention by getting visibly jealous--that first bit of annoyance was all he would be able to claim, and it certainly wasn't enough to prove she had feelings for him. Though it was quite possible that with his flirtations to the other woman he had just pressed her attention closer to Arthur.
"I look forward to it then." She said in a soft tone, meant to escape the ears of the others as she looked to him. The lowering of her voice was almost suggestive in a manner, but the expression on her soft features was far from it. She looked rather angelic at times-- as if she had no impure thought in her mind at any time. Perhaps he was just imagining that her voice for those few words had become almost sultry.
She would be the first to admit that this experience had not been the most enjoyable, from being put into that prison to rot, to now feeling at times like nursemaid--she had her fair share of tasks that were less than lady-like. Let us not forget those instances where she fought alongside the men. Indeed she had done her utmost to repay the men for saving her life.
While Arthur hadn't paid much attention to her, she still found that on occasion she was attracted to the slivers of emotion he showed. While she hadn't really gained his attention much before this moment, she was eager to learn more about him if time remained on their side.
For now she would play the part of his lady companion. Within the dining hall she was quiet, graceful, and gentle. When she did have to speak. Her laugh was light, and her posture perfect, as was proper for a lady. While she was far from raised in a proper environment, and had a will that was stronger than most men at times, it seemed she rather easily could put on an air of femininity that without her knowing it resembled that of a proper lady in court.
What she thought polite, others might see as proper. However she was not as frigid as a lady in court. At one point in the meal her hand reached to touch Arthur’s arm again, as her eyes lifted to find his. Her expression was encouraging in a manner. With that soft smile she told him she was enjoying herself, and with her gentle touch she silently tried to remind that he should be enjoying himself as well. It was all too often he allowed himself to become serious and dark when in the presence of a crowd. She surmised if left to his own thoughts his mind would surly leave the spirited room and go deep within some unknown cavern of thought.
He had always been jealous of Lancelot… for he was more of a free soul. Though the man was considered a slave by Roman standards, Arthur thought the man was often freer than he. His outlook on life seemed brighter. What he did not know was Lancelot was dark inside… often pushed to the brink of no return…
He escorted Guinevere into the Hall… and all eyes were upon them… and she handled herself at Court much better than he, or anyone else, would have expected. In the mix of Roman and Briton, it was easy for the arrogance to consider her the Cavalry Commander’s wench, instead of his guest. Stride for stride, the pair walked slowly across the floor, to take the place at the table. Servants rushed around placing food strategically on the table… others poured wine in routine, or at the behest of an empty goblet.
With a nod and a smile, he greeted person after person until he helped Guinevere into a chair, then sat beside her.
As he sat down, he leaned to her, taking her hand and whispering… “Are you nervous?” Then he smiled and kissed her hand… and leaned back as if nothing had happened.
“Hear ye Hear ye…” as he stood up, banging his dagger to the brass goblet… “Old friends… New friends… Comrades… brothers at arms…” He looked around the room at the people gathered. “We have been thru much together… and as a new neighbors, with the passing of Rome from our midst… we forge ahead on our own legs… under our own standard… No longer bound to the Eagle…” Again he looked upon those present… especially to Bors and Galahad, his most outspoken ones… “In the days ahead, I shall meet with Merlin… to propose a lifetime accord between our people… then I shall meet with the Saxon King, Cedric, and ask for his treaty…” and he watched the reactions…
Arthur continued to talk about the future… No one wanted to discuss the twelve battles… nor the victory at Mons Badonicus… No one knew the future… But Arthur had a vision for the future… They had land… they had food and water… they had one another… but most of all, they had their freedom… and everyone… even down to the last man, woman, and youth… was ready to die for their freedom. Such a power that is… and Arthur knew it… This was their future…
“M’Lords… M’Ladies… I shant keep thee longer… Eat… Drink…” Then he sat down, taking her hand once more, kissing the back again. He smiled, released her hand, visually bidding her to partake in the meal.
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To the Hall
Arthur and Guinevere
Camelot
late Augustus - early September 465AD
Lancelot looked between the two… quirked his lip a bit in a twinge of… well… maybe jealousy… and looked at her, then his Commander. He had spent much time with Guinevere since their fortuitous meeting months ago and they had developed an odd, unexplored, platonic relationship… It was he who found her in the Roman dungeon, not Arthur… the Commander had paid the Pict woman little attention back then…
And the Commander, with so much upon his mind, now took time for her. And momentarily, she reflected back upon the day they had rescued her… It was as if she could smell the musk smell of the dungeon and it sent chills upon his spine. To know that had it not been for his urgence to investigate Marius Honorius’ dungeon, Lancelot would have never found her… nor Dag finding Lucan… And now, she represented her Father by being a liaison here at the fort. But was it more than that?
Arthur smiled at her as they walked from the infirmary… the reason would be unknown to her… but to him, he would enjoy their time together. He was not shy when it came to the female gender… but this woman… she was different… and he was attracted…
Their walk was slow, calculated, and enjoyable… accompanied by small talk; truly nothing of importance… nothing about themselves… Could these two actually say what, and how, they feel? Was Arthur so blind to the ways of personal life, or was being the Roman Commander of the Sarmatian Cavalry all too consumptive?
"Mayhap you would like to go ridin’ with me in the future. The land has many attributes I'm sure yeh will find lovely." She said this right before they went into the dining hall. Almost as if she could tease him with the prospect of spending time alone with her. Her eyes would shift to gaze upon the other knights and she offered them one of her gentlest smiles. Indeed for someone who could best most here with her skills in weaponry, she could at least ... look the part of a lady when she so desired it.
In the months since the dungeon, he had seen this woman come and go in the fort, and even since the battle of the Mons, she had tended the wounded, filled water barrels, and emptied human waste cisterns… and yet, she had always offered him a smile when they crossed paths… and this was the first time he had given her, even a moment of his time… and guilt seemed to envelope his body and mind… especially when her arm seemed to snake about his… and his automatic manly guidance of their path when his elbow tucked to his side as her hand settled upon his arm.
It was only when they neared the door of the dining hall, that he looked closely at her… to see the redness of her hair and the true blue of her eyes… His free hand reaching out to pull open the door… and all the worries of command seem to filter away… and he offered her a proper smile, not one of protocol, but of emotion…
“Riding with you…? That would be grand M’Lady…” as he held open the door for her… and added a slight bow and sweep of the hand… “After you…” He had seen the land… and what he had seen was beautiful… except danger lurked at every valley, open area, and dale… As they walked into the dining hall, all eyes were upon them… but their attention was upon one another… for now.
"I look forward to it then." She said in a soft tone, meant to escape the ears of the others as she looked to him. The lowering of her voice was almost suggestive in a manner, but the expression on her soft features was far from it. She looked rather angelic at times-- as if she had no impure thought in her mind at any time. Perhaps he was just imagining that her voice for those few words had become almost sultry.
She would be the first to admit that this experience had not been the most enjoyable, from being put into that prison to rot, to now feeling at times like nursemaid--she had her fair share of tasks that were less than lady-like. Let us not forget those instances where she fought alongside the men. Indeed she had done her utmost to repay the men for saving her life.
While Arthur hadn't paid much attention to her, she still found that on occasion she was attracted to the slivers of emotion he showed. While she hadn't really gained his attention much before this moment, she was eager to learn more about him if time remained on their side.
Arthur had been in social purgatory... half Roman… half Briton… and he had not even attempted to live his life as a Briton. The duty to Rome, his Command… the legacy of his Fathers before him… this was once his enslavement. But now? He was free… in a sense… and he smiled at Guinevere as they entered the dining hall… On the far side of the room, stood Bors, who nudged his fellow knights. The whispers between them unheard by Arthur or Guinevere.
For now she would play the part of his lady companion. Within the dining hall she was quiet, graceful, and gentle. When she did have to speak. Her laugh was light, and her posture perfect, as was proper for a lady. While she was far from raised in a proper environment, and had a will that was stronger than most men at times, it seemed she rather easily could put on an air of femininity that without her knowing it resembled that of a proper lady in court.
What she thought polite, others might see as proper. However she was not as frigid as a lady in court. At one point in the meal her hand reached to touch Arthur’s arm again, as her eyes lifted to find his. Her expression was encouraging in a manner. With that soft smile she told him she was enjoying herself, and with her gentle touch she silently tried to remind that he should be enjoying himself as well. It was all too often he allowed himself to become serious and dark when in the presence of a crowd. She surmised if left to his own thoughts his mind would surly leave the spirited room and go deep within some unknown cavern of thought.
He escorted Guinevere into the Hall… and all eyes were upon them… and she handled herself at Court much better than he, or anyone else, would have expected. In the mix of Roman and Briton, it was easy for the arrogance to consider her the Cavalry Commander’s wench, instead of his guest. Stride for stride, the pair walked slowly across the floor, to take the place at the table. Servants rushed around placing food strategically on the table… others poured wine in routine, or at the behest of an empty goblet.
With a nod and a smile, he greeted person after person until he helped Guinevere into a chair, then sat beside her. Who knew, in less than 5 years, they would again sit at the very table again… as King and Queen of a new Nation ?? !!
“Hear ye Hear ye…” as he stood up, banging his dagger to the brass goblet… “Old friends… New friends… Comrades… brothers at arms…” He looked around the room at the people gathered. “We have been thru much together… and as a new neighbors, with the passing of Rome from our midst… we forge ahead on our own legs… under our own standard… No longer bound to the Eagle…” Again he looked upon those present… especially to Bors and Galahad, his most outspoken ones… “In the days ahead, I shall meet with Merlin… to propose a lifetime accord between our people… then I shall meet with the Saxon King, Cedric, and ask for his treaty…” and he watched the reactions…
Arthur continued to talk about the future… No one wanted to discuss the twelve battles… nor the victory at Mons Badonicus… No one knew the future… But Arthur had a vision for the future… They had land… they had food and water… they had one another… but most of all, they had their freedom… and everyone… even down to the last man, woman, and youth… was ready to die for their freedom. Such a power that is… and Arthur knew it… This was their future… and he looked to Guinevere and smiled… then he looked to the crowd…
“M’Lords… M’Ladies… I shant keep thee longer… Eat… Drink…” Then he sat down, taking her hand once more, kissing the back again. He smiled, released her hand, visually bidding her to partake in the meal. Realizing what he did so absentmindedly, he blushed. Blushed! The Commander actually blushed. Would others notice?
The Meal
Arthur and Guinevere
Camelot
late Augustus - early September 465AD
Guinevere did notice the change in the Commander's face, mainly because she was privy to all his features and expressions. It did not take long to understand the Commander, and to memorize what he did present for all to see. He was a simple man with complex ideals. His strength came from those around him, and their strength came from him. What good would a leader be if he allowed his subordinates to see weakness behind a confused expression? Arthur had earned the trust of everyone around him, and he had earned Guinevere's attention. Guinevere did not think she was made of the same strength as Arthur; her strength came from other facets which, until now, had gone unnoticed by the Commander.
This wasn't a matter for which she took offense, Guinevere was an understanding soul and she retained a wisdom beyond her years. The Commander had much more important matters to discuss with strong Knights, defenses to bolster, or men to move. These days left little time for the mundane chase. Of course, Guinevere had gone out on a limb to suggest they go riding together, but her motive was still hidden, even to herself.
She had been silent while he spoke of country and people, just like he was a King… yet he was simply a commander of a militia now… and yet, she patiently waited for his acknowledgement of her. And when he was finished, he took his place beside her, for she was his companion for the evening… He felt odd when she looked at him, as if she took in every feature of his face… as if she peered into his soul. Did the daughter of Merlin have such powers? Could she see his soul?
Guinevere, daughter of Merlin… She had learned so much of the man named Arthur, and his feats, from her Father… the Pict leader… a man considered by some as a shaman, or sorcerer… something of legend and myth... and she of his blood. Now she sat next to Arthur. And the man who would become King, simply looked upon the new relationship with a smile.
Arthur was mesmerized by Guinevere… and SHE had asked HIM to go riding with HER… and he had accepted. She was bold in battle, and with him… and despite all the responsibility he held, he enjoyed her boldness.
Guinevere looked away from Arthur and acknowledged the meal before them. It looked well cooked, and the spices created a rich smell that made her mouth water. Still, there was that sound…
Guinevere looked around the room until she saw that a few of the men had taken to pulling their knives, using them to cut the meat. She watched one man stab the bird, and carve a large portion off for himself. Others ground their knives across plates, scraping loudly, and sending Guinevere back to another time entirely. The scraping on the plates created a sound she related to swords scraping against each other. To those watching her, Guinevere was silent and staring ahead, her eyes had glazed over, gleaming thanks to the nearby candle light.
He did not eat before her, but, in defiance of what was customary, he waited for her to eat. But alas, the Commander’s plan of chivalry was interrupted by a knight offering a toast to the fallen… those that secured the freedom of those remaining with their lives. Arthur stood, taking ale in hand and toasted with the other men; the women hefting their goblets while seated.
In the corner of his eye, he noticed the stare that Guinevere had… and the eyes that oddly gleamed. She had not partaken of the toast, and he soon sat down, his hand coveting hers. “M’Lady, are you alright?” and gave her a slight squeeze. His heart raced soundly in his chest, silently praying to God that she was well… for he surely cared for this woman.
She had missed the toast entirely, but those around had not noticed that something had ensnared her attention. Guinevere had retreated to a place in her mind she rarely traveled; it was a place which only haunted her in dreams, but suddenly she had allowed it to escape so everyone could see. The memories of war and horror flashed before her glazed eyes, but they fell away when she felt the warmth of a calloused hand upon hers, squeezing gently. Her mind turned toward a white, translucent veil from which Arthur's voice could be heard from the other side. When she passed through the veil, the ambiance of the meal returned, and Guinevere blinked several times to rid the dryness from her eyes only to find she was safely planted in reality.
When her eyes came to focus, they narrowed upon a concerned looking Arthur. Those around the table had went on with their meals. Guinevere managed to maintain her bearing, withdrawing from the overwhelming sensation to run. Instead, she smiled and nodded. "Yes, yes... I am fine. Sorry, I just got lost in thoughts," said softly, as to not draw any unwanted attention from those who would gawk. Guinevere's hand was cold, and though she enjoyed the sensation his touch brought, she reluctantly pulled her hand away to return to the meal.
Her first approach to the meal began with the wine which sat just in front of her. She reached for the glass and pulled it close, peering inside it. Her first thought was how closely it resembled blood, which drew her gaze up to watch as others drank, staining the corners of their mouth with red. Some of the men attending even allowed their drinks to dribble onto their beards. Guinevere closed her eyes and brought her glass up, tempting a taste to thwart the thoughts clouding her mind tonight.
Despite her reluctance, the wine was very good. She swallowed a generous amount before setting her cup aside to look her meal over, then begin.
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The Stroll
Arthur and Guinevere
Camelot
late Augustus - early September 465AD
Had the man been apart from the gentler sex too long not to notice something was bothering her? Could he trust his intuition, even with women, and despite her saying she was alright? Had war done its damage, despite the strength, skill, and courage she had demonstrated upon a field of battle? The questions rattled inside his brain as he sat there looking at her while she ate; it appeared to him that, in her own mind, she was all alone…
He did not know how to approach her. And it seemed that the meal went on forever… her dainty picking at the meal; but she finally pushed her plate away. There it was, the time for an excuse. He turned to her and smiled… “M’Lady, would you grant me the honor of your company? I am in need of a walk…” he smiled… “Mind, you, a short stroll…” There, he had asked her to walk alone with him… Would the Lady accept? A silent pray crept thru his mind.
Guinevere looked up after pushing her plate forward, and by chance, she saw that Arthur had wished to grab her attention. She looked up to him, narrowing her eyes to watch his lips as he spoke. Guinevere didn't have a hearing issue; she had just grown up watching people speak. Over time, she developed a unique trait to depict what people were saying from a distance, but sometimes, her translations were not very accurate.
"A walk?" Guinevere squashed the urge to answer his question with one of her own; instead she straightened and nodded her head. "I think a walk would be lovely." She provided an attractive smile, and stood from her seat. Even the most mundane of motions were made to look graceful, granting Guinevere with a purposeful image; she moved as if each motion was practiced and carefully thought out before; such grace could not be taught.
He rose from the chair and extended his hand to her, just as a servant came and pulled her chair slowly back as she rose. Arthur thanked the servant… for the servants were just that, not slaves… then turned his attention to her as he offered her his arm. Looking to the people gathered, he spoke. “So much good food, I have eaten too much… the Lady is escorting me for a walk…” and with that came the heckling in jest… Vanora smacked Bors’ arm, and shook her finger, not allowing the man any opportunity to comment. Arthur responded in turn. “Continue the merriment… eat drink my friends…” and the pair walked slowly, in tune with one another as if they were made by God for this.
She reached for Arthur's arm, and matched his pace. Her eyes were trained ahead, and her expression content. When they escaped the prying ears of those around them, she turned her gaze toward him, admiring the features of his strong expression and handsome looks. "Have you something troubling your mind?"
Across the large hall, out the door, opened by a guard and into the courtyard they strolled. He spent more time looking at her than where he was walking, but he neither stumbled, nor tripped. All these months they had been in such close proximity and he never realized how beautiful she truly was, and how dignified her every action was. Removing his cape, he wrapped it around her shoulders in case the autumn chill would be too much for her.
But that gesture would be more symbolizing than requirement because of her being Pict, adapted to the harsh temperatures of Britain… but Arthur was a bit confused as to where she learned about her gracious, well-timed manners and actions, much unlike those savage manners of the Picts he was used to. It could have been from her earlier days at the estate of Marius Honorius, but those days are a mystery, having never spoken of them due to the circumstances of her torture.
Still, despite any maladies of the days prior, she was here, next to him, and he inhaled, the chilled air of pride. Had Merlin put a spell upon him? Doubtful. Regardless, he enjoyed her presence… her soft melodic voice, the accent in her speech, her brown doe eyes as she looked at him. Everything…Then she questioned him. He gave her that odd quirk of a smile… “Nay M’Lady… nothing troubling me…” then he paused in his step and turned to her. “But, I must tell you the joy you bring with your presence. I truly enjoy you here at Camelot. And verily, I pray yu stay for a while… even to take residence in the wing close by.” And an unseen reddish tint was sure to cover his face, but he could feel the heat of blush.
He remembered the days of, and since, her discovery… Her watery eyes as he pushed her elongated fingers back into place… her pleasured smile as she sat in the wagon covered by black fur for warmth… the fierce look in her eyes on the fields of battle… the blood of Lancelot on her arms as she held him… the months of her smiles offered him upon his visits with Lancelot in the infirmary. He remembered the months he had seen her come and go in the fort and here at Camelot where she tended the wounded, filled water barrels, and emptied human waste cisterns… and yet, she had always offered him a smile when they crossed paths…
AG2
Mainly Arthur and Guinevere; secondly many others
Hadrian’s Wall
September 465 AD
NOTE: This is a brief story of cause and effect... scenes from when Arthur married Guinevere... to the sordid affair between Lancelot and Guinevere... thru the months of Arthur's embattled mental state and the downward spiral of the Nation... to how the Knights convinced Arthur that forgiveness would heal not only his mind and heart, but the Nation... and on to the private lives of Arthur and Guinevere attempting to renew a land... and a relationship... The Rest would be history.